Selamat Hari Raya! (this has nothing to do with content. HA!)

I always get this strange feeling, which I pretty much enjoy, when watching those romance drama/movies. Doesn’t these fairy tales gave a weird ass happy feeling as well?

Me especially love those hard-to-come-by relationships between the male n female lead, where in the end they ended up happily ever after! Whenever I watch them, I felt so happy and envious and butterflies in my tummy and think that everything is beautiful. But when I imagine the same things happening to mi, I felt so grossed out. Hahahaha. It’s really weird.

Guess I get affected by emotions on screen easily. I feel happy at 7pm when I watch Prince Who Turns into a Frog and I can be totally engross with suspense and even anger when I watch LOST at 9pm. Drastic change. A show/movie can control my mood for the day, it’s ridiculous.

Call mi naïve, or whatever.

I often wondered to myself, why can’t everybody just live happily ever after, just like those on TV? Why can’t love be as enticing as it is in the show? Yeah right you say, apparently all these shit happens only in movies. Because they are all fucking scripted. I hate it!

But at the same time I can’t stop watching them!

I get angry with myself for feeling so “life-is-so-beautiful” after the show and the next day everything happens all over again.

Crap.