Stressed.

Why do people always judge me even before they know me...?

Although im already getting quite used to this treatment... but that doesnt mean i dun feel anything. I know.. its not their fault. But I still feel so hurt....

I know, everybody thinks that im an ah lian. Juz because i cant talk softly and gently doesnt means that im a AH LIAN ok. Im juz like that, im not the gerlish eLite, Im the boyish wan. I dun club, i dun smoke, hardly drinks and dun gamble. I dun even know how to play mahjong! Even now i try to wear pants and sneakers more often! Because they dun look so ah lian~ even so... wads wrong wif wearing a skirt? -.- I tink my legs are ok, eventhough they are kinda short.

I admit sometimes i might be a little bit crazy, and i laugh like a crazy woman. But.. is it wrong to do this? Sighz. Im juz doing the things i like and being myself. I dun wanna act gentle in front of pple, unless i dunno u dat is.

I know.. some pple out there are trying to help. And i really appreciate it and i thankyou for that. But... i cant helped feeling stress... and the stupid minor "really helps". -.- School starts tomolo and I have a sucky timetable. Wad is wrong with this world man. Sighz.



Never Judge a Book by its Cover .

Yeah rite.